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SohHuiXin (L) KAIMASSUKE.
90% J + 4% K + 3% HK + 3% TW = 100% ME
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I feed on fangirling :)

This is a space for me to record down all my daily (or not-so-daily) happenings so that I can reminiscence the past anytime I want. All this is just a facade, you have to befriend me to know me, but even if you do, you still won't know me.


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ARGHHHHHH.
Sunday, March 16, 2014@12:15:00 pm

Sighpieeee another moodswing of mine I guess? :/
How can one feel so alone when we are not actually alone? SIGH. I dno also.
yes, this is gna be another sort blogpost of mine. just to rant. hahaha. and just to prove that I'm really kinda weird. :( sighpieeeeeeeee. Sometimes, I just wonder, am I insecurely (avoidant) attached? :( if I'm under those who have secure attachment, why would I feel like I'm under insecure avoidant attachment style? :( sometimes... I also dno myself anymore. Why do I always do things that makes me end up getting disappointed? Or maybe I had too high of an expectations? :( Okay, maybe I'm just being too overconfident. Maybe I'm worth nothing more than that... but I really thought that it would go my way... okay then. Maybe I should just stop harbouring hope. No, i should stop comparing. I should stop expecting others to choose me than the rest. So now I'm left with the feeling of being disappointed + alil betrayal? But it's not really betrayal since I was the one who kinda hoped that things turned out this way. aishhhh why am i liddat? now that I don't feel comfortable discussing stuff that is related to it alrdy. Like i don't wna know :( GAHHHS. okay i shall stop here. stopstopstop and get my butt cracking on studying for my midterms. okay byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.