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SohHuiXin (L) KAIMASSUKE.
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This is a space for me to record down all my daily (or not-so-daily) happenings so that I can reminiscence the past anytime I want. All this is just a facade, you have to befriend me to know me, but even if you do, you still won't know me.


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I might be a paranoid, but it's btr than to lose it all.
Sunday, April 15, 2012@12:37:00 am

Thanks for the scare, in the middle of th night.
It just don't make any sense tht a grownup, and such a old one, should and can make the young worry for them.
Like srsly?

Okay, perhaps I'm just being more of a paranoid.


Mayb nobody actually rmbed wht happened tht night.
But tht night was the worst night ever in my entire life.
Every single thing that happened was deeply etched inside my mind.
All th thoughts that ran thru my mind back then, still does now, or rather, it all happened within the split seconds just now.
All those images, the temperature, the atmosphere, the hatred.
I can rmb them all so vivdly.

Thanks for making me remember them.
All of them, every single detail of them. Thanks.

Don't get angry at me for being angry with you. You shld know the "WHY" btr than I do.





And I finally figured out why it has such an impact in moulding one's perspective of things.
It's just because so tht you won't want the past to repeat itself.


So for the rest of my life, I'll live with that constant fear in my heart.