
Friday, April 20, 2012@8:43:00 pm
Mad angry now. Recently I've bad control over my mood. I don't know if its pre-pms or post-pms, but I srsly am fuming and every single thing just piss me off ttm.
I know I need to do smth abt my bad temper, you don't have to preach me. I'm still angry.
I NEEED SOME CONTROL VER MY EMOTIONS BUT I ALWAYS FAIL. I SRSLY NEED TO LEARN HW TO KEEP A STOIC FACE NO MATTER WHT HAPPEN. I NEED TO ATTEND A COURSE THT TEACHES ME HOW TO HAVE A GOOD CONTROL OVER MY MIND AND SOUL AND HEART AND EMOTIONS. I NEED SOMEONE TO HEAR ME OUT BUT THR'S NO ONE THR COS THEY'LL EITHER FIND ME ANGRY OVER SOME STUPID STUFF WHICH IS NT EVEN SIGNIFICANT NOR REASONABLE, OR, ALL THEY'LL SAY IS RELAX! BUT OF COS IT DOESNT HELP AT ALL! JUST SOME LIPSERVICE.
I THINK I CANT BE A PSYCHOLOGIST IF I CONTINUE TO HAVE SUCH BAD CONTROL OVER MYSELF. WTS.
I HATE MYSELF.