
Wednesday, November 23, 2011@11:08:00 pm
URGH. UNHAPPY :(
The whole thing started at the wrong note - but it's okay. 'Cos everything is kinda settled - for now.
But still, thr's always this thing that kept asking "what ifs" .... Maybe I'll be alil happier now.
I think overall I'm eggcited - but it's not the companionship but rather the destination itself which I derive joy in.
URGH. THIS JUST DOESN'T MAKE ANY SENSE. NEITHER IS IT GRAMMATICALLY SOUND. HECK IT.
AYEEEE. DNO LA. I BTR KEEP MY MOUTH SHUT BEFORE EVERYTHING JUST FALL APART.
I function in a way whereby I contain all my thoughts + unhappiness inside of me - that's why I may SEEM to be a good-to-work-with friend or whtevr. But I'm a hypocrite sometimes, and I hate this part of me, but well, it's still part of me nonetheless.
So before you jump into any conclusion - read btw the lines and examine all those small details.
But anw, aft the whole thing is over, I guess I'll let all those unhappiness go and only rejoice in those happy times (?).
AYE, WHTEVR I DNOWHTIAMTALKINGABOUT. #I'MJUSTHAVINGPMSTODAY.
But well, I guess you all don't really care.
And neither do I.
Just wna have some fun. Period.
Sometimes I don't participate in the conversation doesn't mean tht I didnt read or have no thoughts.
Sometimes it just meant that I'm unhappy abt some stuff or i dun really care or I might say smth which might break that smth btw us.
It's really getting on my nerves somtimes.
But the rest of the time I'm kinda neutral abt it.
WHAT'SWRONGWITHME.
GUESS I NEED SOME TIME ALONE. #qualitytime
Thanks blog, thanks for hearing me out <3