
Monday, December 15, 2008@9:43:00 pm
haha!
nice joke.
yah rite.
so wht even if i nv wish you happy birthday?!
do you even noe why?
cos i wanted to wished you th first, but when i realised it, it's alrdy past 1.
so i didnt send any sms.
and during dinner.
you were so preoccupied in eur own conversation wif eur friends to care abt us.
and wht do you noe?!
i'm just bk frm co and it was tiring ok?!
it really was.
plus i woke up so early w sis.
wht were you doing?
slping, cos you took eur day off.
you don't even noe tht i wrote a bday card for you.
i didnt even do any bday card for anybdy this year.
yet i did it for you. i can throw it away.
it's just wasting my time.
yah rite.
i'm unfilial.
so?
let me die.
liddat you happy rites?
so you can be "free".
den you can finally let go of us as eur burden.
aft all, now all you do is to go out w eur friends and don't care us.
let me tell you.
even th money you give us isn't enulf for one whole week.
i even hv to fork out my own money for concerts and stuff.
i never did ask you before.
even if i did, it's just a few only.
now wht?
yahh, i noe ht i'm rude.
whtevr.
so all you do is to work and dun care abt us lohh.
anth lohh.
up to you.
you always do wht you like.
don't call you den don't call you lahh.
you never did feel proud of us, did you?!
yahh, you've done eur part.
so throw us aside bahh.
i doubt you will even feel sad.
i thnk th saddest thing for you is to let us come to this world.
and i'm sorry tht i came into this world too.
i'm so sick of this
family.
none of my friends'
family are like tht either.
but why mine is?
you thnk i'm not sick?!
i am.
but evrytym you mke eur own decision, you expect all of us to follow you to.
did we grumble?
we didnt ok?!
when you make those selfish requests, we didnt do anth either.
don't always say until you're always so wei da.
wht abt us?!
have you even cared abt our feelings?
you thnk i like it when i'm so rude?
but you noe, i cannot help it.
moodswing?
maybe.
so wht?
you can ignore me.
but you chose to blow up this matter.
but it's good.
cos you finally said th words frm th bottom of eur heart.
i don't even noe wht to do in this home anymore.
all i do is to face th computer.
tht's all.
you thnk we got tok more than 50 sentence mehh?
no way.
haha.
even i tok w my friends more than i tok at home.
tell me lohh.
wht is a good daughter?
a good daughter is like a puppet who has to listen to eur worries and stuff?
we cannot even state our own views?
we must always stand at eur side?
issit?
it's ok,
we're all tired.
i get it.
i'll do wht i'm supposed to do.
for now.