ysd i tot about alot of stuff. den i realised tht my life is evrevrevr so B U S Y. then i saw this pic of kai on th web and decided to use it for my blog. (cos its cute and of course, quite meaningful.) it inspired me and of course, my nickname&personal message.

maybe you can say me EMOO or whtsoevr, but i really feel tht life is far too fast for me. maybe, i can just take a little break and look back in th past. haha, like people always hv said, why look at th past? we shld be concentrating on our FUTUREE, but... i still rmb stumbling across Yuping's MSN personal message which says tht "Today is th gift frm th past, tht's why it's called th present." it just inspired me. i don't know why, but don't you find it meaningful? maybe, just maybe.

Now is th start of holidays, of course, we shld enjoy ourselves, aft all, its th only tym we can ever play for all i care. but, i realised, tht actually almost evryday thr's just smth on. may it be longlong planned outing or a sudden one. its just packed. thr's also HOMEWORK, CHINESEORCHESTRA and GOING OUT WIF FRIENDS&FAMILY.

dunno, thr seems to be no tym for me and myself only. its not like i like to be so antisocial. but sometyms, i just cun help it. maybe, going out wif friends for so long. i feel so SICK. I'm also not sure what am i actually sick of, but definetely not my friends and th tyms &laughter spent together. they are absolutely PRICELESS :D

but, i simply cun say what it is, tht make me so sick. and surprisingly, i got a sudden happiness in going home myself. at least, i dun hv to open my mouth to tok. its all about me and me alone. maybe, i dun hv to pretend, its like th whole of me is in ease. But why? i'm also not sure. maybe, its just all PRETEND.

maybe, just maybe, i nid a break, a rest. just a while, on my own. and maybe i can find out what issit tht is actually missing. all of a sudden, th world seem such a scary place to be in. i'm not sure.

maybe, one day, i shall tilt my head back then find th world, ever so BIG. Too big for me to be in. is tht big till, maybe, if i leave, no one will evr care bahh. i'm not sure. but it sure is. evrybdy's world is ME, ME and onlyME. no one else but ME. haha. but then i realised tht its not only me, its evrybdy. its scary. scary to find out this cruel truth. eur nth, just another human being, breathing th same air as me. so?

haha :D i'm not making sense too. just some random post bahh. anws, i wanna praise my jnr, WONGSIUHUI :D cos she did improvee, and a BIGBIGBIGBIGBIGBIGBIG IMPROVEMENT tht is. :D so happy(: hmms, sorry for not being a GREATT snr, but do improve and PRACTISE(: do me PROUDDD*