FUCK.
sorry for polluting my post, but i really cannt stand it. why must both of you fite in front of us? why must both of you holler out eur lungs like noone's business? why must eur pull us in? why must thngs be so complicated? why must we, always get thrown arnd? why must thngs be so uncertain? why must thngs turn out this way? why must i endure all these? why must we fite and cry over this? why must i get slpless bcos of eur? why must i put eur infront of me? why must my life be controlled by eur? WHY? why? why must i cry? why cun i stop it? why cun i end my life and stop all these? why cun i try and do smth? why must i put up a pretend and thnk that evrythng is fine? why must i lie myself? why is life such a BIG lie?why must you scold tat word and make evrythng even worse? why am i trembling? why must i bottle up evrythng and feel like exploding? WHY? why must you do this to me? can someone explain those words to me? tell me how does it feel like to be a part of a perfect FAMILY, tell me how does it feels like to be LOVED by them. tell me, sumone, pls save me.