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SohHuiXin (L) KAIMASSUKE.
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Monday, July 02, 2007@11:54:00 am

不倒翁, no matter how hard uu kick it or punch it, it will still return bk to its 原点. no matter how loud uu scream at it, no matter how mani vulgarities uu throw at it, it will still b smiling, no sign of hurting, no sign of angryness. no matter how hard derh blow ish, it will still get bk on its feet. nth can make it move forward, nth can make it move backward, no sign of improvement, no sign of "deprovement". it can b useful by letting ppl vent their anger on dem.(:

how i wish i'm one toos, no i mean i AM alrdy one.(: no sign of improvement, onli signs of "deprovement". budden, i neither stoic nor useful -- i hv plenty of emotions, plenty. i'm nort useful, i'm useless. ppl sae 失败了still can get bk onto eur feet, budden can i? i dun even noe myself. not being affected by all derh problems, kip smiling... can i? evrythng ish changing arnd me -- ppl, thngs, situation && most imptantly, ME. change, changing, changed -- dat's me. too stressed? no wae, i'm not even doin anth dwn here, sho how can i even b stressed?

"wahs, huixin, eur position v high lehs..." hhas. funny, uu cum n replace me lorhs(: cos i'm no gud, i cun even get a single thng done. potential, yea, rite. evryone has potential, sho uu definetely do much more btr dan me derhs, i'm sure, very. i dunno, y pin eur hopes sho high on me while part of uu noe dat i cun do it? being one of co's member ish alrdy v gud lerhs, i reali dun ask for more. i'm juz a normal person wif no creativity, no confidence, no potential , no nth. sho y me? i can b derh last on derh list uu noe? dere's much many more person hu deserve my place, n derh cca pts. all my energy ish being drained out, i'm juz left wif my own passion n enthuness.

being pessimistic, no, yes, i dunno. perhaps i am, budden y...? cos i am alrdy like tish or derh situation forced me to b like tish? i got to noe alort of thngs. && it reali change my perspective of thngs n ppl... budden y will i eva change? i tot nth cld change my view on derh thngs which ish derh most impt to me. budden i'm wrong, very wrong. suddenly i evrythng sho dirty... sho ugly... sho untruthful, evrythng ish juz a facade. nth ish derh truth. trying to get attention yea? hell no. y shld i even get attention while i like being in derh crowds n being transparent?(: funnie. i alsho dunno barhs.

"cheerupps(:" , " evrythng ish possible derhs.". wells, den y ish dere ppl out dere still sad, && y ish dere such word as impossible if evrythng ish possible? tired? nopes. sick of evrthng? yea. its like evrythng ish goin on sho fast n i cun catch up wif anth at all. one tym go here, the other go dere. go here n dere. den whr do uu want me to go now? kept asking uu qns, n if uu answered wrongly dey will get angry. budden if uu tell lies, dey will scold uu. sho its btr to kip quiet n ignore evrythng barhs. budden dey will ask "y r uu sho quiet. juz tell me, its ok." no, its nort ok. dey will scold another person n sae tish n dat. budden how wld i noe wad ish derh truth n wad's nort? all derh facts r biased. i dunno wad to sae n how to react. sho y dun uu juz simply tell me wad to sae n wad to do sho dat uu hope to hear ish being heard by uu? sho dat i dun hv to try sho hard to b wad uu wan me to b?

i will definetely smile derhs(: cos its alrdy plastered on my face. sho dun worry. haii, dunno, dun care, dun count on me(: juz as long as uu stae farfar away frm me den uu r safe. v harbour ani hopes on me sho dat uu wun get disappointed barhs. cos i'm nort gonna do wad uu want me to do. aww, i dunno. i'm juz plain confused. juz ignore me.(: