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SohHuiXin (L) KAIMASSUKE.
90% J + 4% K + 3% HK + 3% TW = 100% ME
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I feed on fangirling :)

This is a space for me to record down all my daily (or not-so-daily) happenings so that I can reminiscence the past anytime I want. All this is just a facade, you have to befriend me to know me, but even if you do, you still won't know me.


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home...
Tuesday, June 12, 2007@1:11:00 pm

I AM GOING HOME AT LAST!!(:(:
h0me...
wad does it actualli mean?
it seemed sho foreign to me...
do i actualli hv a home in derh first place?idunthnksho...
we u fought so hard for it.
but now, bcos of it, we were bk to square one...
square one...whr nth hv eva changed...
uu saed tat A betrayed uu, budden didnt uu toos?
uu dun pretend, cos i knew evrythng, i SAW && HEARD evrythng...
EVRYTHNG....
somethng which i do nort wanna noe...
evrythng has changed aft tat trip, EVERYTHNG...
i duno why we YOU fought sho hard in derh first place wen we predicted tish ending.
WHY?
why muz uu gif usME false hope?
y muz i believe in uu?
i dunno or perhaps i noe...
evrythng ish alrdy derh PAST...
all of us YOU were hurt...
we I cried...
so did uu...
evrythng ish abt uu, nort US.
we went thru all tish thng bcos of uu..
and now uu saed tat uu went thru all these thngs bcos of us...
funnie, v funnie...
evrythng ish abt uu...
&& now uu wanted me to forgive uu n him...
uu taught me how to HATE...
but now uu want me to LOVE the one whom uu taught me to HATE...
ironic...
i juz learnt how to adapt, how to b independant...
and now uu dun want me to b independant...
SELFISH... very SELFISH
why muz i go thru evrythng uu went thru?
WHY?
i loveHATE my lyfe...
reali...
but it was in the PAST..
last yr...
was all a dream...
a dream which ish TOO PERFECT.
&& now i'm bk to REALITY...
perhaps i shldnt pin my hopes sho high n got hurt instead...
i dunno... i reali dunno...

star light, star bright,
first star i see tonight...
i wish i may,
i wish i might...
have the wish i wish tonight...

twinkle twinkle little star,
how i wonder wad uu are...
up above the world sho high
like a diamond in the sky...
twinkle twinkle little star...
how i wonder wad uu are...

its all lies...
someone once told me tat star was alrdy dead...
we can see its lite cos its v far...
it was the lite which was shone LAST TYM...
illusion...?
twinkle twinkle little star...
ts nort twinkling...
its derh atmosphere which makes it look like it twinkles...
funnie...
why didnt i realise it now...
no wonder all the wishes wished upon derh stars dun cum true...
it DEAD, how can it grant wishes?
perhaps i'm too naive to believe in tis...
uu tore my only belief apart...
and now i'm bac to earth.
its all lies, tis world is full of lies...
hope, faith, trust... CRAP
i no longer believe le...(:(:

i've changedALORT...&&irealidunlikemyself...whatcanido...?evrythng arndmeishchanging...oramiderhonlione...?):