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SohHuiXin (L) KAIMASSUKE.
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changing
Saturday, April 28, 2007@9:07:00 pm

WHY?
i feel like i'm changing-alort. i dunno y. evrythng, evrypart of me ish changing since tat dae whr co stops. evrythng seemed wrong for me. i dun uds. i wanna gif up. trust, passion-GONE. i wish tat sumone uds how i felt den. i feel like sho VULERABLE, sho NELIGIBLE, sho EXTRA. it doesnt even matter if i'm here anort. evry thng i said ish juz to prove my existence. i dont feel ani significance of me existance. moodswings perhaps? i reali hope tat it ish sho. i dont want it to b part of me. never eva. hatred-burning. i dun uds y.. CAN ANIONE STOPPED MY INSANITY? perhaps i missed too much .perhaps i shld hv nv turn bk n look or thnk of it. it juz hurt. i cun cope. i'm destressing. budden am i? i thnk tat it juz add on to my stress. i want it to stop. n fast. before evrythng ish too late by den... hu can save me.. frm falling ani deeper... i mistaken uu? reali? i dun care. i reali dun care abt evrythng lerhs. gud? hhas. mayb breaking dwn ish gud barhs.(: